Lately I feel like life is happening to everyone else but me. I am in a movie but never the main character, always the supporting actor. I get to watch as life happens to everyone else. Maybe life is happening to me, it’s just a boring one. No soap opera elements, no cliffhanger endings and no conflict.



My life really has no conflict. For as long as I can remember nothing bad has ever happened to me. I have led a charmed life I guess. No one I cared for has ever died so I have never had to deal with death. I have never failed at anything in my life; I always seem to pass, even if it is a close shave. I haven’t even had the chicken pox. I haven’t had to deal with a lot, I always seem to have what I need or make do without.



I think I am living life ass backwards. I get to experience things through other people. I console them when something bad happens. I get to see the pain and despair but never have to feel it.