Last night I suffered a terrible bout of midnight inferno. I wanted to tell the stupid birds outside my window to shut up. I really wanted to just stop thinking and go to sleep but I couldn't. I kept evaluating what I would do once I received my job ranking today and which job I would choose.



The decision was far easier than I anticipated. The cocky co-op inside of me got ahead of itself and assumed (made me believe) that every good interview would end up in a ranking or an offer, that a call to verify that I am still interested in the job would end in a job offer instead of the not ranked it became.



I was so sure that I would be able to break into a new field with my oustanding work record but I guess they decided to go with those with the experience. I just want to know why. I hate rejection.



I did get an offer and it looks like I will remain in Waterloo.