Sometimes I have it out with people, others I just can't. Say something nasty to me and it won't make me angry at all, but five minutes later I just want to explode. There is this anger that just wants to get out, but I never let it. Instead it festers for a while and then slowly disappates. If only I could say "you're a putz" instead of nothing at all.
I need to be more assertive. Back in the the day when I was working at Canadian Tire, that was the first (and only) critism my boss had had of me. I was 14 at the time so I was young and stupid. I am 23 now, supposedly older and wiser. What possible excuse do I have?
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