Everything I do no matter how old or repetitive seems new and awkward. It's time to take the next step in my life. I'm just not sure if I am ready. I am ready to be done school, and I know that finishing doesn't really mean anything except that I studied something and gained many experiences. How can this step really be all that different than going to University? I knew I was going to University, it was just a matter of which one, now I know that I am going to get a full time job, it's just a matter of where and when. This choice seems like it will have such a large impact on my life, it signifies I am moving on, but I don't want to let go of everything.