I feel like I am lacking a certain passion in my posts lately. Every time I go to write something it feels good coming out but falls apart somewhere along the way. It's missing something that I felt in my head that won't translate, I'm just not sure what. I also have been finding it hard to decide what to post. Do I talk about things I have done, things I think, or things I feel. Sometimes I wish to post nothing at all but that seems wrong. I want to post something that says indicates I wish to post nothing at all.

The "double edge sword" of life has been affecting me lately. I was giving blood and I feel it's important that I do because being o+ I am the universal donor and can help, but if I were to ever need blood I could only accept o+. I have the ability to give freely to anyone but I can't accept it freely. I keep examining everything and looking at both sides, I can't seem to let something positive remain that way. I need a ying for every yang and I suppose that is how life really is.