Lately my mind has been full of thoughts. It's been a year since I finished school. Back then I was excited about going on a trip, but what am I excited about now? Life has taken a 360+ and I am not sure what direction I am heading anymore, or what I even want.



Family gatherings are S&M events in my book. They're definitely painful with their rewards. Most of the time I just like to sit and keep my mouth shut and hope for an insightful conversation to come my way. Mostly because I have nothing to say and prefer to keep them from being all up in my business. I thought I was this close (wild hand movement here) to leaving the event without having to do a full press briefing on my life, but I got caught at the last second by my Aunt and her all encompassing "How's your love life?".