10.13.2005

Much has happen since my self imposed hiatus. That's not true. It wasn't really a hiatus. It started a long time ago with the editing of my life. Keeping the goods bits offline and doing my best not to offend or put too much out in the open until I just didn't post at all. Not sure who I was protecting or what I was trying to garner out of it, but again I have lost the battle. I always think I am ready to pull the plug on midnight inferno, but when the final moment comes, I can't do it.

Last night I couldn't sleep. I was too busy writing the eulogy of this site. Examining the past made me remember why I liked this weblog in the first place. It's my pensieve. A lame Harry Potter reference I know. For those who don't understand it, it's how I mull things over. What makes it out isn't really as important as the process. It's a way to get inside myself.

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